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it's hard to describe..it's hard to speak-up..it's hard to express..and it's really, really really hard to convey..when it comes to this circumtances nothing i can do..sometimes i wish that i can yell in my heart as loud as averybody can hear my voice, but something stuck and stop me to do that..god knows everything..bitter sweet is the taste of life even it is not an easy matter to handle..consider how hard to change myself and i hope my heart will understand how the little chances i have in trying to change others..quotes say that, our frustration is greater when we have much and want more than when we have nothing and want some..so, dream as i will live forever and live as i will die tomorrow..make thing easier till we can handle it..bak kater caduk if it's beyond our capability then forget it..don't put so much effort to think and solve it..tp aper2 pon it's really hurt me!!!